I'm only passing through...
No More Fear
Published on July 15, 2004 By new-age nomad In Misc
There's a bridge about a mile up the road from my house crossing a river. I walk there often and sit on the ledge to watch the water divide as the boats and jetskis pass over it. Recently, as I was sitting there, 4 tatooed teenagers (2 guys and 2 girls) walked up from the dock. I assume they felt comfortable talking to me because of my piercing and the ignorance that follows most people. One of the chicks in a bikini inquired as to whethor or not it would be safe to jump into the water from the bridge.

"Oh, sure! Everyone around here does it."

"How deep is the water?"

"About 15 feet; you'll be fine."

Now one of the guys approaches me and asks me to repeat my reasurrance 3 times so they can get the balls to jump.

I say, "Life is short, man."

He says, "I heard that."

He jumps. Then, they all jump.

I sat there engulfed by lonliness. I was smiling somewhere inside of me, proud of my ability to inspire people to live life, but another part of me screamed.

I've never jumped from the bridge. I'm afraid of heights.

Trinitie

Comments
on Jul 15, 2004
A pity, Trinitie ....it's an exhilarating feeling! ....till the water wakes you up!

Wreckless.
on Jul 15, 2004
Some people are meant to be conduits, but there's always the pain of the subtle friction that people exert on their way past.

Marco
on Jul 15, 2004
I just love you Trin! Just make sure I'm still around when you decide to JUMP!
on Jul 15, 2004
I'd advise against jumping, actually, just because its ridiculously unsafe. First rule of swimming; if you don't know EXACTLY how deep it is, and the eveness of the bottom, don't jump or, God forbid, dive in. Broken bones, concussions, and brain damage aren't real fun.
on Jul 15, 2004
Good one Trinny!

Applying everyday instances to philosophical principals is great!

Dont listen to ^^ either - it's just water... jump, and feel the air take you! Its a great feeling.

BAM!!!

on Jul 17, 2004
That's what I was looking for Mark!

I love you too lobsterhunter!

Trinitie
on Jul 17, 2004
Hey trinitie....I haven't seen you around in awhile. It is nice to read you again.
KellyW.
on Jul 18, 2004
It took me a long time to realize how lucky I was to have friends that would push me to do stupid things like jump off of cliffs when we'd go camping and such...stupidity definitely opens your eyes to possibilities that you never saw in yourself before...stupid as they may be.

Peace
on Jul 31, 2004
Yeah, take a deep breath, and jump.

Unless you try how will you know what you can not do.


Fear of the unknown ?-one must sometimes break through it !
on Sep 06, 2005

Ok, so I jumped from the bridge.  My little sister, Kelsey and her friend were with me, and something in me couldn't breathe unless I gave it breath.....

The wind that went through me as I fell through the air

Trinitie