I'm only passing through...
Barbie is Alone
Published on February 26, 2004 By new-age nomad In Misc
It's Christmas morning; I'm in the 2nd grade. I jump out of bed and go sit near the tiny tree I got to help pick out not too long ago. My siblings, Kameron and Tancie, were on either side of me, and I'm waiting for that one special gift I'd been asking for all year.

I pick up the first gift labeled "To: Trinitie, From: Santa". It was one of those hollow, cheap barbies we got every year from Dollar General. You know the ones with no hair and 3 colored wigs you can switch out. I hated those things. I didn't let that get me down though, I pressed on toward the goal.

Tancie and Kameron opened similar gifts, Kameron with a build-it-yourself racetrack and Tancie with bald barbies of her own. I had begun to wilt. I was down to the last gift, and still nothing. I can't remember what that gift was, but I do remember my heart breaking.

I hid my sorrow, though, and played with my new stuff. All day long, all I could think of was that which I didn't recieve. Tancie and I climbed into bed that night exhausted from the days excitement. My pillow was a little too high for comfort, so I lifted it to examine the problem. AHA! There it was! Dancing Barbie! I knew my daddy had secretly purchased it; I was a spoiled brat being the youngest and all. I ran in my parents room and threw my arms around his neck exclaiming, "Thanks Dad!"

"I have no idea what you're talking about," he said. "Must have been Santa."

For those of you that aren't familiar with this wonderful toy, barbie sits atop a remote controlled, pink, circular thing and dances in circles...a variety of directions depending on the buttons you push. I knew how expensive this was; I knew we coudn't afford it. And, I knew how much my Daddy loved me that day.

But, here's the sad part. We couldn't afford to get the Ken that is supposed to dance with Barbie. So, for years, Barbie danced alone until my toy finally broke down. I didn't care; but it really is eerie how much of a foreshadowing that was...

Trinitie


Comments
on Feb 26, 2004
You seem to have a natural talent for writing - an ability to channel pain into emotion into passion into words. Have you considered writing a novel ?

on Feb 26, 2004
Trin, didn't you hear that Barbie and Ken are breaking up anyway? It was probably for the best that they couldn't see each other during your childhood. And it just goes to show...men are an expensive addition to your toys that you're probably better off without anyway....that is except for me of course.
on Feb 27, 2004
A fabulous article and an even better conclusion.

..gee, wish I could write like that...

~Dan
on Feb 27, 2004
I agree with Dan and Poet, that was simply amazing, you go girl
on Feb 27, 2004
Thanx guys, I figured this wuz just another chick article, but it seems only guyz like it.

Trinitie
on Feb 27, 2004
it's kinda important for Barbie to learn who she is before she goes "dancing" with someone else anyway. she's got plenty of time to be with "Mr. Right"... but when she's 80, she will have spent a whole lot more time in a marriage than she ever thought about spending single...
on Feb 27, 2004
Hey there Trin,

Thanks for the nice comment that you wrote in my comment space. I do intend to "stay the course." If anything, the "negative" criticism has directed a lot of traffic to my weblog. (Plus, I thought that the criticism was pretty accurate. It made me giggle.)

Regarding your blog: I teach elementary school kids. It seems that Barbie is becoming a thing of the past. Those Bratz dolls are really overtaking Barbie.
on Feb 29, 2004
Hey

This is still very vivid in my memory, very wierdly vivid

Tg
on Feb 29, 2004
Kenda says that you would make a great writer and that was well writen

Tg
on Apr 07, 2004
Would it dance under water, or would that mess it up. Cause that would be really cool! It would be like a dancer, but a swimmer too.
on Apr 07, 2004
that would be really cool, but yeah, I don't think that' would be possible.

Trinitie